But I- [He shuts his mouth, knows he's interrupting. But he did that.
Without thinking much about it he squeezes their linked hands and closes his eyes so he can just listen.]
If it were me, I'd want to details. But, you're not me. I'm sorry I'll...I can pair it down.
[It just feels like he's not being completely honest if he purposefully leaves bits out.]
The only thing I'm planning to ask for is some open conversation. I...I understand this is hard for you, but sometimes I don't even know if he would say we were friends, given the right situation.
That's the more, Alexei. I'm not planning on running away with him, or...I don't know, expect he's going to confess his undying love for me. I just want to say something meaningful and not worry that it's too much.
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Without thinking much about it he squeezes their linked hands and closes his eyes so he can just listen.]
If it were me, I'd want to details. But, you're not me. I'm sorry I'll...I can pair it down.
[It just feels like he's not being completely honest if he purposefully leaves bits out.]
The only thing I'm planning to ask for is some open conversation. I...I understand this is hard for you, but sometimes I don't even know if he would say we were friends, given the right situation.
That's the more, Alexei. I'm not planning on running away with him, or...I don't know, expect he's going to confess his undying love for me. I just want to say something meaningful and not worry that it's too much.