[It would be very easy, at this point, to just lay back and use what's being offered and more as a distraction from what he's trying not to turn over and over in his head. Accepting things as they are doesn't mean he's happy about it and maybe not thinking about it would be good, for a while.
But...
He resists the push, staying sat upright as he closes his hand around Abel's wrist and gently moves it back from his chest.]
I'm—... I'm not in the mood, right now. I'm just tired.
[He's not sure if he's ever refused the other man like this before. It's not a great feeling to do it, but he thinks he might feel worse if he lets things continue.]
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But...
He resists the push, staying sat upright as he closes his hand around Abel's wrist and gently moves it back from his chest.]
I'm—... I'm not in the mood, right now. I'm just tired.
[He's not sure if he's ever refused the other man like this before. It's not a great feeling to do it, but he thinks he might feel worse if he lets things continue.]