Abel is thankful that he isn't quite at that level, but there is definitely some worry about getting into something ill advised. Admitting it to anyone is difficult, but he'd started talking about it at least. It was helping. "I wouldn't say I'm where you were at, just. I've got some baggage that feels a little uncomfortable bringing with me even into something casual. Not that I haven't already, but we talked about it. At least, started to." After the fact, when it became apparent to him that he probably should after Cain had given too much out, but still. He was trying.

The other in we is left unsaid, he's got enough of his own personal business flying around the network if his death is at all public like he's sure it will be. He had been in the library for god sake. "You think the Admiral does it on purpose? Like, that can't be a coincidence."