I can imagine it wouldn't. I'm...not good at that. Though I'm starting to think I should figure out how to be if that's something that can happen.

[He had been debating when he did it whether he should. He hadn't used it much, in fact he'd kind of liked the idea of leaving it behind, but he's been thinking a lot lately about how cutting out parts of yourself to fix everything else doesn't really work. They pop back up anyway when you least want them to.]

I suppose I thought it would be better if I did, seeing as that's why I needed to apologize in the first place. You know, and I trust you with that, I just...wasn't having a day of good judgement, and I'm sorry that hit you in the process. Outside of life or death situations I think I get stupid when I panic...