[The warning has him swallowing sharply, trying to get himself to say something, and yet nothing is coming out. His face connects with the floor when Cain shoves him, and he's just about to shakily push himself up, biting his lip hard enough to bleed to keep himself from crying.
And then there's John. He stays on the floor, silent as he tries to mentally talk himself through breathing slowly, lower that heart rate, but he has to blink, and he doesn't want to.]
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And then there's John. He stays on the floor, silent as he tries to mentally talk himself through breathing slowly, lower that heart rate, but he has to blink, and he doesn't want to.]