You're really trying to understand, I can see that, but... I don't think you do.
[Not really, because if he understood then he wouldn't be fumbling it so much. Alexei is trying to be patient, though, to an extent that he rarely is with anybody and certainly not when complicated emotions are involved.
He's already walked away from Abel once so he won't do it again... even if the urge to walk out and take ten minutes to get his thoughts level again is definitely there.]
You need to realise that I don't like the idea of sharing you with someone else like that. It—... it doesn't make me feel great. [And he won't pretend that it does.]
I'm gonna need to get used to it, if... you're determined that it's what you want.
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Date: 2025-01-08 04:48 pm (UTC)[Not really, because if he understood then he wouldn't be fumbling it so much. Alexei is trying to be patient, though, to an extent that he rarely is with anybody and certainly not when complicated emotions are involved.
He's already walked away from Abel once so he won't do it again... even if the urge to walk out and take ten minutes to get his thoughts level again is definitely there.]
You need to realise that I don't like the idea of sharing you with someone else like that. It—... it doesn't make me feel great. [And he won't pretend that it does.]
I'm gonna need to get used to it, if... you're determined that it's what you want.