[Muttered, a semi-good natured grumble as he picks up his tea to swallow a mouthful of it. He lets the rim of the cup rest against his lower lip for a moment then sets it against his thigh.]
... I don't want you to resent me because I kept you from doing something that would make you happy. [He says quietly. This is the difficult part. The part that makes his heart start to pound again.] And I don't... want to lose you because I couldn't be a willing part of something that you want.
[Deep breath.]
And I have fucking tried, so hard, to be the person I could have been for you from the start. And if this is because I can't be enough for you then you should just tell me.
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Date: 2025-01-08 07:03 am (UTC)[Muttered, a semi-good natured grumble as he picks up his tea to swallow a mouthful of it. He lets the rim of the cup rest against his lower lip for a moment then sets it against his thigh.]
... I don't want you to resent me because I kept you from doing something that would make you happy. [He says quietly. This is the difficult part. The part that makes his heart start to pound again.] And I don't... want to lose you because I couldn't be a willing part of something that you want.
[Deep breath.]
And I have fucking tried, so hard, to be the person I could have been for you from the start. And if this is because I can't be enough for you then you should just tell me.