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[inthebiblicalsense]

[In a very serious, business tone, Abel's answering machine sounds after any attempted calls that aren't responded to right away.]

You've reached Abel. I am not available at the moment, but I'll get back to you as soon as I can. If this is urgent, leave the line open.

And if this is Fitz I hope you're having a good day.

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[inthebiblicalsense]

I did just say I shouldn't get complacent, so yes, I do know.

[His tone is both prim and playful, squeezing his knee again before he finds Alexei's hand and puts the stylus in it.]

Now get to it, Alyosha, figure some things out, draw a little, have fun and explore.

[reargunner]

Wasn't what I meant.

[He fiddles with the stylus, spinning it around his thumb with a quick, deft motion of his fingers. Once, then again.]

What makes you think I can draw?

[Suddenly he has never seen the inside of a room in his life.]

[inthebiblicalsense]

Your holding the stylus aren't you?

Concept doesn't have to be perfect, it can be messy. And if you're really concerned about it, you can use the line tool rather than free hand.

[It isn't like hes going to judge him for drawing squiggles.]

[reargunner]

[Flip, flip...]

... I think I liked it better when you were giving me ideas.

[Because now he feels put on the spot, but also for another reason.]

Made you light up. 'S nice.

[inthebiblicalsense]

That's fair.

[He'll hold his hand out for the stylus, though he's trying not to be embarrassed by his observation.]

I just...like working with you, it's nice, when it goes well. I like to think we're a pretty good team, but don't exactly get the chance to collaborate much any more.

[reargunner]

[Alexei smiles as he hands the stylus back.]

Yeah... that's fair too. I guess I miss it too sometimes.

[Fucked up as the situation was overall, there were still... good times in there.]

Barge doesn't really give us much opportunity for it.

[inthebiblicalsense]

Though I'm sure you don't miss my neurotic maintenance schedule, even if it did help tighten up some of those turns the Reliant could make.

[He looks at their basic concept, back at Alexei.]

Do...you have any idea of what you'd want to do back home if there were no barriers? It's kind of terrifying when I stop to think about it.

[reargunner]

Gave me something consistent to do, at least...

[He looks down at the few things Ethan has already sketched out. Just having four walls seems a bit less of a likely prospect with some ideas bubbling away. Maybe it could actually turn into something nice.]

Mmn. If I didn't have any barriers... [So if he wasn't stuck in a backwater colony with no prospects? If he could just do what he wanted..?] Might move to Earth. Take my mom. See if I could find a job in engineering. Aerospace maybe. Or... I dunno. [A little huff of a laugh escapes him.]

Always just figured I'd be in that town forever.

[inthebiblicalsense]

You mean other than finding places to bend me over?

[He's teasing, but really, working and sex was mostly all they had time for. It wasn't like they'd gotten much time to sit and just talk, and he enjoys that now.

Setting the stylus down for now, he folds his hands in his lap, listening intently, though he fights a smile of his own when he floats some options.]

Even with our experience I think we'd need some supplemental schooling for that... All I've got is my certification from the Academy, I have to wonder how far that will take me when the war is over... [His conversations with Jacob on veteran services really is coming to haunt him as he doesn't have much faith in it at all any more. He doesn't let it stop him from dreaming out loud though.] That sounds like some kind of dream though... get an apartment, go to school, find some kind of work in a field we both like.

[reargunner]

[A small snort and a nudge is given to that first remark.]

Yeah... I can't say I was the best student growing up. But you did say no barriers, so, if I could.

[He smiles a little, looking at the tablet screen without really focusing on it.]

Why shouldn't we have that? If there was nothing in the way of it, I mean. Sounds good to me.

[inthebiblicalsense]

[He might be giggling at the nudge, though there is some fear under the surface that if he says something wrong, he might break this, precious as it is. The thought stays, and yet he finds himself able to think around it rather than bumping into it constantly.

He doesn't want to think too hard, just be right here and sit in the way Alexei asking 'why shouldn't we' feels like a fucking beam of sunlight on his face.]

It does...doesn't it?

[reargunner]

[Another smile, with another gentler nudge as he spots that look on Ethan's face. As if he knows what he's thinking.]

Yeah.

[It does sound good. Simple. Just... having a life, with nothing too complicated getting in the way.]

You're being cute again.

[inthebiblicalsense]

[He tries to pull himself together, pretending he didn't just have that stupid smile on his face, but he's caught, and he can't find any reason to not want Alexei to know how much he's enjoying himself.]

Am I? [He should get back to the task at hand, but before that-] Just thinking about how much I love you.

[reargunner]

Hmm.

[Alexei shifts and leans in, lightly catching Ethan's jaw with his thumb and curled forefinger. He hesitates half an inch from kissing him, just for a moment, then closes that small distance to press their lips together softly and sweetly.

Then he sits back with a satisfied little smile and leans his weight on one elbow.]

Love you, too.

[inthebiblicalsense]

[He's savoring this, though there is a moment of impatience clear on his face when Alexei pauses just for that moment, but it passes.

He wants more of those as soon as he sits back, but he's already been told 'down boy' in the last hour.]

You think I can focus on your project while I sit in your lap?

[reargunner]

[Okay, he did kind of bring that on himself. He shakes his head a little, amused.]

You'll be in the way of me seeing anything and I won't be able to watch you making cute faces when you think of things to add. You can sit on my lap when we're done.

[One of them needs to be practical.]

[inthebiblicalsense]

When we're done, I'm going to do more than sit.

[Because he's being good, and no amount of flirting has gotten him much since Alexei got here, but if he has to wait for it, he supposes he can.

Which means he actually will focus, as surprising as it may seem, but there is a goal in mind that he's working towards and thats good enough for him.]

[reargunner]

Mm, maybe.

[Alexei is more interested in what he came here for, and more than he thought he might be now that he actually has something to be interested about. If he can actually give a damn about the cabin maybe living in it wouldn't feel like such a chore.

He turns his attention back to the tablet and hums.]

Loft isn't ideal but I like the whole... levels thing. Can we do that?

[inthebiblicalsense]

[Ethan shoots him a look at that maybe, but if he really doesn't want to he has other options.

He thinks about the question for a minute, tapping his stylus against his lips, formulating a concept before slowly nodding.]

Mmmm... yeah, I think I've got an idea.

[setting the nib to the surface, he expands on that reading nook, setting it on a second level with a work space set to the side, a couch and built in shelving in a rough sketxh. He frowns at it for a minute, stylus hovering just above the holoscreen.]

What kind of steps do you like more? A ladder, actual steps, maybe with drawers built in? Spiral if you want to be really fancy?

[reargunner]

[The look he gets goes entirely unnoticed.

He's far more invested in what Ethan starts putting to paper, so to speak, even as he wonders just how much he can get away with in terms of comfort given his own status. He knows what he can't have, but for what he can..? Unsure.]

Steps sounds good. Can see myself falling down a spiral staircase. [And he really isn't that fancy.

Then he pauses, huffing out a little breath through his nose.]

This is gonna be something I have to put through Jacob, isn't it...

[inthebiblicalsense]

You'd get tangled in the railing and id have to save you. [He's teasing, but the mental image does make him laugh.

He can catch the frustration though, considering before he shakes his head.]

Probably not. When we're done, you could write the request if you want to go through with it? I think it just has to go through a warden if it's not a weapon or physical change... I'll let you press send too if that helps?

[reargunner]

Fuckin' imagine. 'Ethan, help, I'm stuck in the stairs.

[He lightly mocks his own voice and then sobers a little. Putting the request through Jacob is a frustrating idea, not because he dislikes him but because the idea of having to acknowledge their situation outside of the one time he decided to place his boundaries leaves a bad taste in his mouth.

And that isn't Jacob's fault. None of it is. It doesn't make it less aggravating though.]

Nah, don't worry about that. [He rests his head against his hand.] Just kinda... gives it a sour note, I guess.

[inthebiblicalsense]

[There might be a giggle that escapes that he cant help as Alexei mocks himself, shaking his head. Drunk or sober that would be hilarious and he can just imagine walking up with hands raised like 'what the fuck have you done and why, how can I help you'.

Ethan leans a little closer, touching shoulders with him.]

I'm not worrying about it, but it sounds like you are, when there are perfectly good options available to you that might make it feel less...sour. I think Jacob should know, as your friend, so he doesn't get a weird shock when he sees its changed all of a sudden, but this is for you, no one else.

You should get to decide who is actually involved. [It hurts no one for him to do it as independently as the system allows anyways.]

[reargunner]

I'm not worrying, I don't—

[He's about to say he doesn't care and stops himself, pushing a hand through his hair instead before returning that nudge with a light one of his own.]

It's made things weird. I can't get used to it, Ethan. I've been trying, you know, to not be pissed at him about it 'cause it isn't as if he asked for it either.

[But it's been weird, ever since Jacob graduated, and he keeps bumping into walls trying to get around it. Alexei lets out a noise, frustrated.]

There's only so far both of us agreeing to just fucking ignore it can go.

[inthebiblicalsense]

[He doesn't have a solution for this, having been the person who was suddenly paired with their friend who adamantly didn't want it, but he knows someone who might.]

I can't really understand how you're feeling, but... Fitz was and still is my best friend.

When we were paired, he was extremely upset with me, but...I don't know. Maybe ask him about it? I can't promise he's going to have the healthiest insight about how to handle the situation, or if he's going to say anything meaningful, but we're mostly okay now.

[It's strange for him, being who he is and feeling the weight of responsibility, trying to ignore it for Fitz, because thats what he needs.]

It...Hurt, though. That change, on either side. I can at least understand that part, and I'm sorry it's happening to you. Just- know that anything I do for Fitz is because I love him, and want to keep him safe... he's my friend first, and maybe Jacob wasn't that close to you, but he protects his people.

It's not a sudden obligation to him to be there for you, that hasn't changed.